byebye

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a little wind please

you know, everytime you ask,

i just wonder how long can i keep this up.

from you and for myself.

because time seems to reach a stop;

where things stay the same,

stagnant.

change; change; change.

these words have been ringing in my ears for awhile now.

yet, i am still awaiting for its footsteps upon my door.

i feel myself falling down

a bottomless pit,

knowing that i can't stop and i got to keep on chugging.

but i dont want to go down this lane.

i want to have my own path, my own well to fall through.

the answer's beating in my heart,

i know that.

and yet, i am too detached to embrace it.

i am leaving it all to fate, i guess.

went to meet with huiwen in the morning to rush CID:) its kinda nice but the colour's weird. but it creative! hahahaa, joining OM CID4 next year:) and mrs lim told us, we can slack for thr entire year after april. 100 minutes for every CID lesson. hahahaha. meeting huiwen again on monday to chiong.

this whole week i have been going out and wasting lots of money. D: man, i prefer CCA leh. at least i wont get fat. i am going to mug my ass next week. yes, cross my heart. because, at the rate i am going, i am walking to nowhere. yeahhh.

i am thinking alot lately. save me, someone. talk.

byebye. :D chiongchiongchiong!

it looks the way you see it.

the feeling of waves will never let you down;
unlike some things.
and, i am going to fight this.
and win. 
i bet my ass.

yawns, went bloghopping.
everyone's talking about mugging.
aiyoh,
buy everyone a mug for eoys lah.
well, uh, first day of schoool
havent got my spec back so dumb lorh.
and ppl were mem-ing the speech hahaaa.
i didnt send in ppt yayes:)
but i am presenting tmr!
my dad was looking at the empty space in front of me
when i was mem-ing the speech.
LOL.

my eye circles went a few rounds this morning,
super ZOMBIFIED when i woke up.
what did i do in the holidays.
i found out i didnt blog about it at all:

monday; celebrated yiyao's birthday. super nice because (ky)2 were there and we finally wore something similar HUHHH. hahahahaaa. yeah, and it was nice talking and eating and everything;) went shopping. promise to go back to iluma. no, i wanna go orchard. damn i want to step into ion. they should have another shopping centre called molecule LOL.

tuesday; forgot. ohyeah, went to BBSS to play friendly match. huiwen and i won yayes;) LOL, and coach was like super what that we are not going to be seeing each other till 1 month later. i think he's scared he will see 30 pigs instead.

wed; went to starbucks with DIONE! yupps, love her. went to vivo and shop around. and went to starbucks and mugged. decided to go home and burn the stupid fats away and went to run 5km. yeah, 10 rounds around my condo. LOL.

thursday; went to mug in the morning with dione again; went payer meeting in the aft. it was reallyreally good! hahahaa, had a fun time fellowshipping cos they were making fun of wendy LOL. then went for tuition in bugis till 7pm YAWNS.

friday; went to school for 3 hours of grueling physics. went to lunch with kailun and pris. hahaha, i had fun talking to KL. then went home and went VIVO again to watch 'where got ghost' with dad and brother LOL. i think its okay lahhhh.

oh i havent filed my chinese yet. tsk. oh and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENTINE! 

seeyou people. :)

gotta be on the move.

"Already Gone"
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone 

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...

I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone

sometimes, we have to look up and turn around; 
or else we will just miss it. and, 
i dont want regrets anymore. 
kaixin

new news.

jummppps:)

played friendly match today at BBSS!
huiwen and i won our match.
yayes:)
made mistakes though,
could totally hear coach's sighs and aiyahs and ...
LOL.

its 00.18.
still doing the speech,
decided not to sleep early tonight,
gotta chiong hwk and stuffs cos i am slacking my days away:)
anyway i went to exchange my specs
so i am wearing my oldddd one.

going on study date with dione tmr at vivo;DD
didnt see her for really long time!
hope that i will get work done LOLOLOL.

i was taking stupid videos just now because i was so bored.
and i had runny nose this morning.
used up a million and one tissue papers.
germified them all.
and, kathy was really nice cos
she bot lollipops for the team:)
ohman, my juniors are nice people.

oonhim's going for the interact camp:)
and i think i am going too, double yayes.
not cos it has 70 CIP hrs but,
i think its gonna be truckloads of funfunfun 
and i dont mind it taking my DEC away.
:DDD

ohkay, i am going to motivate my slow and not-moving brain to
start its rusty arse
and MOVVVVVEEEEE.
or else, i will flunk my exams D:
back to my speech, byebye people.

all's in good time.

yeeteng! :)

yy's cake!

ballooons!

the lightings suck! 

love them all truckloads.

miss them like nuts.

(ky)2, unforgettable.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, yiyao! :)

celebrated yy's bday tdy after bio remedial

let's start from the top.

morning woke up at seven, crawled to the bathroom...

alright, reached school and mrs lim treated 3A to breakfast!

she bought polar chicken, curry and tuna pies.

isnt she greatttt~

and we had 2 hrs of bio and we were all

chionging maths ass, bio ass and chinese at the same time.

hard life.

and went to scrap my cheek ceeeelllllls.

they will worth a million next time LOL.

and, zoomed home to change cos meeting kim and yt at 11.30

turns out that i left my house at,

uh...

11.30am instead.

hahahahahahaaaaaa.

promised them to treat them something next time.

bought cake and balloons and spent the next one hour

blowing and tying them at the sky garden.

turns out that we cant put the balloons there, ew.

in the end, they went to the grand stand to wait and

i go wait for yy at daiso.

wahhh, ownage.

she's 30 minutes late.

and i spent 30 minutes looking like a dumped gf.

LOL, but it was worth it lahhh:)

made her wear the booootiful dress we bought

and celebrated luh:)

took tons of pictures! go fb:)

and went to shop

at ilummaaaaaa! yeeahhhh, my mind's made up.

i wanna buy that striped dress, wedges/heels.

met up with glenda, yilin and michelle.

they went to shop at the bugis village for 3 hours, ohmyy.

in the end, we talked talked talked and shopped around.

then, we just pei-ed kim and went off.

yawnnnns i am tired.

but i am running short of time zzzz.

there's friendly tmr! 

going kim's house to study on wed.

maybe cg on thurs and 

i dont know what on fri.

"i'm just a bystander, looking in.

and nothing's gonna stand."

kaixin

tired;

i am tired of waiting;
to view the limitless sky;
to see the last ray of the setting sun.
and know another day has passed without
me feeling the warmth of a human hand.
i know something's gonna work out;
but the clock's ticking.
and nothing seems to be happening.
and if you give a chance,
i will keep it safe and put it by my heart.
and i wish;