i just wonder how long can i keep this up.
from you and for myself.
because time seems to reach a stop;
where things stay the same,
stagnant.
change; change; change.
these words have been ringing in my ears for awhile now.
yet, i am still awaiting for its footsteps upon my door.
i feel myself falling down
a bottomless pit,
knowing that i can't stop and i got to keep on chugging.
but i dont want to go down this lane.
i want to have my own path, my own well to fall through.
the answer's beating in my heart,
i know that.
and yet, i am too detached to embrace it.
i am leaving it all to fate, i guess.
went to meet with huiwen in the morning to rush CID:) its kinda nice but the colour's weird. but it creative! hahahaa, joining OM CID4 next year:) and mrs lim told us, we can slack for thr entire year after april. 100 minutes for every CID lesson. hahahaha. meeting huiwen again on monday to chiong.
this whole week i have been going out and wasting lots of money. D: man, i prefer CCA leh. at least i wont get fat. i am going to mug my ass next week. yes, cross my heart. because, at the rate i am going, i am walking to nowhere. yeahhh.
i am thinking alot lately. save me, someone. talk.
byebye. :D chiongchiongchiong!
