okay, you so dont wanna see this.
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which is filled with happy and lovely posts.
"i just feel that i am alone.
in the this world i built.
it aint bright.
it aint lovely,
nor is it beautiful.
it has a slow, still, stagnant ocean.
the bright sunset lowering itself onto the ocean.
the stillness of the water is just like my phase of life now,
somehow, i am stagnant.
i have stopped somewhere.
i cant get out of it now.
the sunset is the end of my problems.
the reason why i wake up.
the reason why i walk on.
the reason why i can smile.
i believe that God will see my problems
and light up my life,
and rid of all the darkness.
i walked on and on,
and now i doubt whether i will ever reach this sunset.
and yet, no one ever asks.
or care.
or even see my unhappiness.
this happy facade of mine plastered over
all the emptiness weighing my heart.
yet no one knows.
all i ask now is,
that i can overcome this now.
that, i have the strength and belief,
that my life will come around now.
i just hope,
this wont be another hopeless plea."
and dont worry too much, this is just the shit that i have been compressing since ages. and today's a great day too:) despite the monday-blues-plus-lessons-all-the-way-till-3.40-when-everyone-is-holding-hands-and-going-everywhere-plus-englishICAS-from-4-to-5, the lessons were sorta fast and the $#%# likai keep GL-ing me. tuesday!:)
ciaos people:)
