you think i dont?

you asked me, why dont i want to.

i lied, and replied, what for

i dont wait anymore
i looked far beyond and realised something.

dont want more

and just cope with life first.

because He will somehow, open a door for you

when you walked down the passage of time.

i shall not want more then.

and face the world in front of me.

i shall walk on;

even when i fall, i will not cry.

holidays- i have been waking up at 7am ever since monday for trainings, yawns. let see, i went training on monday morning, reached school at 7am. no kidding. to run with huiwen and afterwards, training was really tough. i went to eat with janice and went home. after that, i went out with my brother to suntec to meet up with my mum. did some shopping and walking around. i am desperate for a bag now. i keep seeing those small bagpacks and those are a definite no-no. i think i will continue shopping for them then.

on tuesday, i went to run with sharlene in the morning and i made a fruit salad! yes, i put sunflower seeds and it tastes loooovely. i went out to meet huiwen at bugis and we went for CIP. yes, i need CIP hours now so we just slacked at the clinic for 2 plus hours. we practically talked everything and we went to bras brasah artfriend to get our CID stuffs and went home.

today, i went training and was late by, 25minutes? yeah, i overslept and i met up with the awful jam. and i went for physics after that. yawning and freezing in LT4 cos i was wearing fbts and its really cold! i went to meet shar soon after and we wanted to rent horror movies to watch at my house. but we are not 16 so they wont rent it out to us. SIXTEEEN! just, half a year more, and i cant wait to turn 1616161616! hahhaaaa. i am gonna celebrate it by watching a nc16 movie. wait, i can pass it off now hahaaaa.

there is a sports camp tmr. yawns. so, people, ciaos.

i just hope that i will be true

to my promise,

and stick to it.

kaixin